On NPR I heard part of an interview, I never found out with whom, but there was a great one liner. Agnostics are just cowardly atheists. I've been wondering in the last couple years if I was in fact agnostic and not atheist. It is mainly for a fear of some otherworldly punishment that has kept my logical mind from doing the things it says are correct.
Another part of the interview really reminded me of a line from The hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy. "The reason people talk so much is if they didn't their minds might start working." Something similar... maybe someone will look that up for me as I didn't bring the book with me to Lincoln.
After listening to NPR for a while I switched to some modern music/80s mix and was overcome with depression and started crying again. I miss my family so much and really really hate being alone.