Emily got a bike trailer so I could take Aiyre to the park. Aiyre likes it when Emily uses it to take her to school. She may like it when I take her around, but I can't really tell. You can't see her smiles, nor can you hear happy giggles. It makes it a lot harder to ride and takes the enjoyment out of it for me. It forces me to ride like an old lady, watching out ofr curbs, holes, bumps, sidewalks, traffic, etc.
I don't think I can take this here and gone bit too much longer. The work here is just not much fun and as such I look forward to going home all day. Once home, I'm alone and depressed. The shift to the day shift means that when I get home its dark and there isn't anything to do. I really enjoyed having the daylight hours in the morning to bike ride, swim, explore, etc. I can't really do any of these things now.