February 15th, 2006



It wasn't my grandmother who died. I've still feel sad. I met the woman once, maybe twice. I can hardly remember anything from the visit. What I do keep thinking about it my grandparents who have already passed and the one I have left(my father's mother). I'm really feeling the urge to go visit her.

I'm really a bit too over emotional. I'm on the brink of tears now and I broke out in tears twice on the way to work.

I remember at grandpa Sarnowski's funeral I was balling. I was a real mess. I remember someone mentioned that we conceived Aiyre just about at the point he passed. I remember thinking that maybe Aiyre got his soul. I doubt it now. They are very different people.
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